I got up too early. I went to bed too early. I ate too much. I did too many chores. I made my body ache. I napped too long. I invited son and family over when I shouldn’t have. They woke me from nap. I thought it might be boyfriend surprising me at the door. It wasn’t. It was toddler, mother, and son who has attitude that rubs me wrong when I wake up from nap hoping it’s my boyfriend instead. There. I said it. I’m a disloyal mother. But I planned wrong. I should have stayed napping and *dreamed* of boyfriend since he’s not here. Yes.

Meanwhile, I tried to not be a piss ant with family visiting that I invited over. Ug. Ug ug ug.